336 hours last-

even you are not here

I thought like a stupid girl. How could I let myself to do something that I don’t want and I know that supposed to be wrong?

#part I

06.45

Here i am now, with 4 crazy people (my schoolmate) hehe.. And my leader( idiot) . piss xD

Here i am now. Sit in front of our chemistry lab and talking about crazy thing. 

Here i am now, a place where can you find some reasonable brilliant people or a lucky and tricky person.

But still, here i am now, one of the lucky people in this huge and ancient place.

                                BUT, WHAT ELSE?

i feel it’s not me. Not my place.-_-

They have promised us about locker and other facilities. But, after half year, we get nothing.

They asked us to bring a lot of book each day. And we have to bring it up and down stair every 90 minutes.

Aargh, may be, villagers are more happy and smarter than us. They learn from nature and world. How can we say “WE ARE THE BEST” all time? Ckckckck

# Someone told me, “don’t ask more. Better you thanks God and feel enough with yourself”

No, I just wanna share. I don’t accuse anyone. I just wanna share my mind. 

Any advice?